I cannot sit here and panic at the thought that for the next four years, I am going to have nothing to do in life but study law and work. If I do sit here and worry about that, then I am going to drive myself crazy. And that is not something that I want to do. Instead, I am going to follow my normal path; embrace life and take it just one day at a time. Because if I don’t, then I am going to drive myself into a depressed funk and not only am I going to be miserable but I’m not going to succeed at anything I attempt to do. People may think this is not the best course of action to follow but I’m doing what I need to do.
And enough of the psychoanalysis because really, I get enough of that in therapy. Today is Saturday and that means I have to be happy! Pandora is playing and my fingers are flying over the keys as I not only write this but I work on writing the articles I have to write for Associated Content as well. Those are the hardest to do since I find it very difficult not to come up with the ideas but to actually put everything into writing and make some kind of sense out of it. But it is fun in the long run and so I attempt to complete the different pieces.
Besides writing those, I’m just sitting here making a list of things I need to get done in the next few months. I know I had given myself the time frame of by the time school started; and I know I’m trying not to plan to far into the future; but there are some things that I do want to get done. Like getting rid of everything I really don’t need. For years, I have had boxes and crates of items that I haven’t used or looked at and I’ve suddenly come to the realization that I do not need them. So I need to get rid of them. The hard part is forcing myself to part with memories. But I will get there. I should probably be up there right now but seeing as it is 4 and I need to start making dinner soon, I think I’m going to wait until later tonight. That will give me a chance to work on some other things.
And one article is done – three more to write.
